People often mistake my kindness as flirting. Am I too nice? Maybe I should just start being a jerk. 

I feel so emotionally drained.

Things are finally getting better. I got my research paper back, yesterday. I actually got a decent mark. It was shocking, because I wrote it a few hours before class. Yeah, I know, no bueno. BUT, that mark gave me a boost, and I am so determined to get it together. In other occurrences, I finally got this huge weight off my shoulders. Holding shit in can really bring a person down. DON’T HOLD IN ANYTHING. Rather it be things that will make a person smile, or things that may hurt a person. If something’s bothering you, LET IT OUT! It feels so good. So, that’s what I did; I let everything out. I can honestly say that I feel SOOO much better. Not only better, but I actually feel good. I am happy. I’m looking forward to the rest of this month. I feel like it’s going to be a good month.

L O fucking L at how many times I’ve heard this bullshit.